Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Once more from the top

Haven't written in awhile. Haven't been moving with any sort of driving force in a long time. What does it mean to act according to circumstance? What does it mean to have a life of action, yet not being deluded by false pretenses? By perception? How does one move forward as an expression of what is, rather than chasing ones tail, regardless of who you are?

Begin at the beginning I suppose.

Granola--180
Banana--150
total: 330

Sandwich: 400
Baguette: 180
total 580
Potato chips: 160 (x2)= 320

1230 total
So I got room for one more big meal I spose.

Maybe I'll take a walk tonight. We'll see though. Anna's not feeling very well. I've been pretty wretchedly depressed lately. Don't know why. I should take up some other physical activity. How about cleaning my apartment?

Finances: tonight I need to apply for a job at the YMCA.
Nutrition: Meal @ 700 cal or below
Fitness: Potential walk.

Oh, I think I officially weigh 213 still.